so i created myself a partner , but i dont feel anything towards them . they comply and agree with everything i do and say , this is so boring . wheres the challenge ? wheres the romantic appeal ? the build - up ? ive got a feeling that this is not how human relationships work like . i dont wanna be a boring , plain machine , and i dont wanna date one . i want to love a real person , with all their flaws . but will a real person love me ? im starting to lose hope in all this "becoming human" thing .