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magpie.girl 🌟 2026-02-14 09:03 🇨🇦

the fun part is i get to be other people's first priority while also being my own

i get a really nice awesome feeling the more people worship me and it has nothing to do with the fact that i am not manic in any way

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y3sterday.s_tomorrow 🌟 2026-02-14 09:05 🇳🇿

Ah yeah, it's nice to have a bit of a following. I frequent apps and collect them over a few days sometimes, but I'll always end up deleting the entire thing soon after. It's nice in spells to me, then I wanna be alone again

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magpie.girl 🌟 2026-02-14 09:11 🇨🇦

i'm kinda a mix of both

i like to keep people at a good distance so i don't have to be vulnerable while i can also shape their idea of me in a parasocial way

a girl once told me that i was so pretty it made her want to kill herself and despite the fact that she apologized after it still feels like the greatest compliment i've received

no idea what that says about me

i mean i have a pretty good idea but yk

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y3sterday.s_tomorrow 🌟 2026-02-14 09:13 🇳🇿

Yeahh. It's interesting to be guarded whilst also feeding off of those who fawn over you. They'll try and tease it all out of you if you ever try therapy 😪

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magpie.girl 🌟 2026-02-14 09:16 🇨🇦

that's why i don't tell my therapist ⟡ ݁₊ .

he can help me with guilt and anxiety but the rest feels too good to fix~

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y3sterday.s_tomorrow 🌟 2026-02-14 09:17 🇳🇿

Real indeed

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