fuck it, I'm starting a new series.
Daily stolen motivational quotes #1:
Be you. Do you. For you.

i need more followers. like on this site i mean, that statement still applies otherwise so im just clarifying

i know it makes sense for choom to have more than me because they made the site and are like the only news feed, so im basically still #1.... but like, i should totally reach 60 and top it anyway

(not like that you freaks)

hazel's #albumoftheday #1

girls rituals - emergency!

relistening to this project a lot recently and i think it really captures the day-to-day monotony of living as a weird, asocial trans girl. the whole album feels very subdued, with devi's vocals being much softer than on many of her other projects, and lethargic synths playing melodies that feel just-so-slightly off, adding to the album's diy aesthetic - an aspect which gives the listener a sense of closeness to devi, along with her vulnerable lyricism, making for an intensely personal listen. overall, the album feels simultaneously like paranoia and safety; it sounds like being alone in your room, terrified of leaving and facing wider society, and finding small comforts in scrolling on the internet, smoking weed, and doing everything to avoid the inevitability of social interaction.

'I don't know what to do but get high every day/Alone in the dark/Hide out and blazed'

Daily affirmations #1 (totally not delusions)